Love ??

Love

Well what can i say about this ?
Its complicated to the point where it feels like figuring out quantum physics
Can anyone really define the word Love ?
If it was one day defined .... would it be any easier ?
To understand what it is ,
To cope with it,
and to live with it.
Some of us believe "love at first sight"
Others may be friends and grow to be something more
Its a really confusing ...
Its like you hate to love that someone
and yet you still fell for him
HARD *i might add
Geez what a mind twisting subject huh ?
*bit of mind play here

Guys : Why is she so emotional ?
Girls: Why is he so tactless and insensitive?
Guys: What does she want ?
Girls: Why doesn't he understand me
Guys: Why is she mad at me ?
Girls : Why can't he see that i need him ?
Guys: I give up
Girls: Do you still love me?
Guys: .......
Girls: I love you
Guys:............

Pretty much goes around this line , am i right ?
Girls tend to get emotional , while guys just don't get it and get frustrated
and at times when guys don't pay attention, the girls pays more attention
girl cries , guys as tissues
need i go on that guys and girls are on opposite sides of the line ?
and time and time again
i hear whining's and emotional downpour of girls who are in a relationship
Are they ever happy?

After hearing so many breakups and makeups
It scares me to think of Love
and what it actually is ...
Is it the hugs ?
The tender touches ?
The kisses ?
The moments where you would feel nothing but joy ?
That spark when he holds your hand ?
It truly is undefined
But somehow or rather ,
We fall for someone unexpected
then what ?
Do we keep it to ourselves ?
Tell him/her ?
This is really perplexing isn't it ?
Sigh.

Maybe i am naive ?
I still dream of having my fairytale
Is it stupid ?
I dont know really ,
But i do know that one day i would have to wake up
and face the cold harsh world
and face the facts that there really is no fairytale
its just a myth
and nothing else
Just lies for the naive to believe in
False hopes
........yea that's what we're fed isn't it ?

False Hope
A lie
A fairytale
A dream ...

xoxo
MeLi'

I miss your hugs.
Those hugs of yours
always brightened up my day.

I miss your laugh.
The tone of your laughter
is enough to lift my sorrows.

I miss your smiles.
Your smiles are flawless
and are the cure to any problem.

I miss your love for me most of all.
For your love was true and innocent.
It was pure and real.

I miss your soft kisses, your darling voice,
your enchanting brown eyes.

Your love and my love
once shared a heart.
The heart was complete;
it was filled to perfection.
Since then you've opened our heart
to others.
Others who I became envious of
for making your soul lustful.

Our heart became vacant;
yet not completely vacant,
for I am still here.

Still waiting for your love
to return.

P.s I Miss you D: