Scars

Hello, I have not been updating since ... i don't know, one of the reasons is just that i'm superbly lazy to update and also because there hasn't been anything interesting to blog about. I mean come on , what can possibly happen to me ? get abducted by aliens? Preggers ? Psh only happens if your a sim being controlled LOLS. In some ways i feel that we are all sims that God controls except he doesn't use the money cheat "motherlode" for instant 50k ..... ( kay nerd talk)

I've thought about updating just right after the PAG camp finishes, its not very far till the camp anyways, but this is something i feel that i needed to pen down or typed down. Hmm how do i start ? It seems that something i buried for the past 3 years has come back and smacked me in the face.

Sigh, something i strive to bury until i leave JB and its back up on the surface. If you know me personally, i hate confrontations. I just hate them, HATE. Its something which i choose to ignore and just wave it off and keep whatever i feel inside(sometimes) towards the matter, unfortunately circumstances,fate,destiny,God and all things in the universe decides to not let me pass.

I was induced in some sort of mental fear that everything will bad and makes things even more complicated and horrible for me(thank you pessimistic me). It was an awkward confrontation something that i really just did not want to do, i was furious, dissapointed and upset. It seems that Danna has returned but his fucking china girlfriend is still with him , sigh 

I hope this doesnt change anything >_< i like the non-drama life i have now !! 

xoxo

Meli.