Currently ...

Well i can safely say i'm okay with the things that have happened so far, like the results of my studies after 5 years not really the best not the worst i could have gotten, the first few days after the result was terrible everyone avoided me, just some clueless ones who didn't know i was having a bad day dared to ask "so how was it ?" God help them i was still in control and did not strangled them to death. It took awhile to digest what i got from the brown paper envelope that potentially could get me into a good college. It was chaos in my mind on the day itself, the next day was not any better i didn't eat and shut out anyone who wanted to "talk" or rather pry for the results that i got.

After about almost 4 days ? i couldn't sleep one night till 5am in the morning i just continued to read one of the chic flicks i bought about a month ago and have not finished reading, strangely the story seem to relate. It did get me thinking and slowly i guess over the wee hours in the dawn i accepted the whole situation and rationally thought it out. It really didn't matter what i got anymore i know what i want for myself in the future and i would get it * sound so Lan ci* !

I still have yet to congratulate my other friends who got straight A's, there are however some people who arent satisfied with what they've gotten and even dare to post it on facebook with the hopes of getting sympathy for the lack of a "+" in one of their A's seriously? Bitch ? or even those who got more than 5A can you so kindly shut the fuck up about how life is so unfair -.- deal with it.

Anyways :) Congrats to all who got their straight A's and the rest :) !

xoxo

Meli.