HELLO !
Yes i know i did not update for the longest period of time other,even longer than Li Yan and Charlene*gasp*i know i used to ask people to update and now people are asking me ironic much?
Well let's see i should blog about how the whole month of January was but that would be superbly boring because i spend most of the days in that grey office of a law firm D: do you not feel sad for me ? or actually those corporate workers in office buildings er and their fancy glass doors ? YES it us super boring now more than ever i never ever want to go into a course that will take me to a DESK JOB , like the same routine everyday, who can stand that ? NOT ME !
Ah my ramblings have gone out of topic , so anyways, i was stuck with working for SR's dad, not like its a bad job or anything but its really really REALLY boring ! However i still do find musings in answering calls and transferring them to the Boss or whoever, FUN XD i know , it is that bad till transferring calls and talking like a phone operator is considered FUN , but you know i also have an awesome Co-worker who was from Foon Yew High ! who by the way speaks ENGRISH, i always thought they would never speak outside their english class ( i found out why most of them dont though) He's super funny, supportive and cannot sit still he rathers doing work than slack and i'm thinking " what the fish is wrong with this dude?" But still he makes laugh and without him i think my first working experience won't be as fun and bearable without him ! Zekson Tan ! Unique name huh ? Did i mention he's super sweet and gentlemen like ? oh yeah and he tells me awesome stories and about the world and political stuff ( he wants to rule one country with money one day .__." ) I will write more one day on him, too many things to write here XD !
Moving on ! Chinese new year was er ? normal i guess XD there was no restaurant open in Batu Pahat so we catered malay food on the eve for the party because none of the chinese resto's were open. On the CNY day itself we had a normal breakfast and the sadest CNY lunch ever ! My grandparents,aunt,uncle and mom scouted for food in the small town but to no avail D: no FOOD , so my dad resorted to "Mi Sedap" *instant noodles* and made it into Gourmet Mi Sedap * it actually tasted pretty good* Angpao's this year was not too bad reached over 400 :D or i think so ? atleast it didn't decrease to 200 . I still have not gotten the chance to lit and let the lantern fly ! Er there is a name for this but i can't remember, its like a chinese tradition to offer up your wishes to the Gods or something . Kinda cool ! Especially when the whole neighborhood does it ! *insert the song Lighters by Bruno Mars*
Hmm what else ? i made taffy with Vivi ! But thats another blogpost its too long !! It was a half success ? HAHA coming soon ! Red Velvet Cupcakes with Cream Cheese or Light Vanilla Icing!
*Warning! : may not be tasty or pretty looking*
Hmmm I think Christine is okay now ? XD Hahaha *shout out to you babe !*
a midst all of this , i still think many people are er ? passing on ? or dying. I'm currently counting the funerals i've been or been told about in January it self counting more than 13 Funerals 0_0 like seriously that many :/ . I can only pray for their families and the souls that have passed on, personally i've never had anyone closed to me passed on, so trying to relate to them is hard and i realized i really don't feel much these days for Happy emotions or feeling sorry.Most of what i feel is literally nothing ? indifferent? like being so numb when life is moving forward.
I wont say i still am not easily affected or petty *i bet you read this as pretty* or stubborn but i feel much less than what i usually feel. Numbness does sometimes take over everything and its scaring me that i won't feel anything one day, maybe its just a post or pre depression thing or i'm just beating my self up for something which i do not know what >_<" . Vivi says i look forlorn , and matt agrees -.- *how dare he humph!* , still pushing these thoughts aside maybe i'm just over thinking this whole thing? What do you think ? Leave a comment in the Cbox if you will.
Woah long post i'll continue next time !
xoxo
Meli
May the lord bless his soul ,
bring peace and blessings to his family.
p.s. I hope your okay Bobo ! Its nice to see you smile!
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