i. hate. this.

deciding what you feel is such a pain ,
you dont get answers, you merely get more questions
I just hate the drama that comes along with it
My only focus now is .....SPM
that's it until then
feelings has to take a back seat in my life be it to family or friends
i don't want to feel anymore , because it never felt nice

You decide
I decided to not care anymore

xoxo
MeLi.

I won't cry for anyone but me ,
because in the end their just going to leave you ,
the hard lesson i went through twice and it finally got through

I just want to be selfish