: / so stupid

Everyone says this when your down
No one can really relate to what you feel at that particular time
they can only ask you to hope,pray and Be Strong
But like the quote says its a hard thing to do when your completely broken

yes i'm a ye' of little faith
God says "ask and you shall receive"
i find it quite hard to believe right now
Yes to some of you, its "just a wallet"
But it means something so much more to me

Everything inside that wallet means something special
and i lost it , i lost some of my most precious things.
yes many of you think what could possibly so special about a wallet ?

That wallet was given when i was 12 by my grandmama ,5 years with it ...

Inside the wallet yes many crisp bills and receipts from omega and popular
but also part of my memories which i hold so dear to me
Christine's Letter
Sam's letter
Kor's heart
The first guitar pick Vivi gave to me
Noelle's small angpao
Naruto pendant from Sue Roe
Rachel's Affirmation note (confidence)
My first rosary

Yeah i carry them around all the time
Whenever i'm lonely i just open my wallet to think
"My memories"
good or bad it didnt matter
they were part of what i went through and now its gone
Kor was right when he called me dumb
it seems that i truly am
i wish i could turn back time ,
Just to remember to check and not left my wallet in the cinema


It sucks , now i have to deal with my lost ic , god knows where it is ,
I really hope a kind samaritan will just take the money in my wallet and give the wallet back
take the money
i dont care
i want my memories and IC back

thats all i ask God is that too much ?

-MeLi-