Hmmm.. it does still hurts when i see the past posts
and the messages that can't be deleted
:/ its so ironic really
Someone who you thought was your light held you up for a long time
and suddenly God just takes it away
What was it ? was it a test of faith in face of the darkness ?
.......
I dont know but i do know the Lord, gave me some new perspective of everything
like this ...
:/ I despise this truth so much
learning that no one stays forever and their only a small part of what your future is going to be
Why does God do that ?
The hardest thing to do of all ....letting go :/
my mind is all so swirly with these things nowadays
sigh.
Si hao says its like out of sight out of mind
doesnt work for me though
i wonder how do some people are able to just CUT the strings ...
seems so impossible ..sigh.
confused.uncertain.not able to comprehend and swallow.
xoxo
Meli.
and the messages that can't be deleted
:/ its so ironic really
Someone who you thought was your light held you up for a long time
and suddenly God just takes it away
What was it ? was it a test of faith in face of the darkness ?
.......
I dont know but i do know the Lord, gave me some new perspective of everything
like this ...
:/ I despise this truth so muchlearning that no one stays forever and their only a small part of what your future is going to be
Why does God do that ?
The hardest thing to do of all ....letting go :/
my mind is all so swirly with these things nowadays
sigh.
Si hao says its like out of sight out of mind
doesnt work for me though
i wonder how do some people are able to just CUT the strings ...
seems so impossible ..sigh.
confused.uncertain.not able to comprehend and swallow.
xoxo
Meli.
Ps. Miss you Vivi-Chan !! D:
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