crap

I hate this

everything is changing so fast

i can barely breathe and adept

Vivi's going away as much as i can say i am happy for her but .. it sucks :/

Ry is busy with jc band

and Cc is busy with rice :/

everyone is slipping away

even kor we barely talk .

Sometimes i stare back at the sky and the rain

really pondering what is my purpose of living?

i study to please my parents

i do an average nothing more sometimes less because i really dont have the interest

Suffocating madness always stuck at home

read read read

and for what ? i dont even get to study what i want but what they want

just because its what everyone wants to be

why dont they get that i'm not bloody interested in what they want me to be ?

everything is so messy and confusing right now

sigh.

outs,

Meli

P.s. Thank you Danna you made me feel so much better :x unfortunately it didnt last long

will talk to you again soon , *hugs* ♥ you danna!