O__O SPM is about to finish ;DD

:D YAY !

spm is about to finish tomorrow

i'm not taking it and i feel so happy :]

it's probably because after spm i get to spend more time with the form 5 peeps :]

especially Kor :D

hopefully..... 0_0"

He might still be busy with those pre-uni and college stuff D: sigh

growing up is sometimes so.... i don't know a pain ?

:/ they also go... just when you need them the most D:

SO tomorrow is the 8th ! ...

XD i'm so super hyped up for them to end their torture :D

Christine ends her exam 6 days after them ?? i think .. D:

it kinda sad because i cant ask her to come for my birthday dinner :/

Also i still have a long journey of letting go DX

Not sure whats going to happen to our friendship :/

i wish i wouldn't have been so stupid to fall for someone

not that i'm blaming him or anything just wished it could have ended more ... nicely ?

sigh...

I'll just have to wait and see what God plans to do with us er..

well more literally me and him

if it was really god's will that he'll never talk to me again

then .. i guess i didn't learn my lesson well enough the first time

But i'm sure that i'll remember this one

so for future reference -, my next crush should NOT be from SDJ or ._. best-guy friend or close either way i just hope we can remain as friends

I envy aly so so so so much D:

She and James ended their 5 year relationship

but their best friends ?? i mean is that like possible ?

James has a new gf -___- and he's soo super clueless

he still calls up Aly for advice and what to do

especially when he get his new Gf angry :P typical jameyysz

LOL's

Well to however extend worse the damage is :/

i hope it isnt that bad D:

i mean all i did was just not text and or talk for a few weeks

not really being mean or anything

although i do want to be mean .__.

i don't really know how D:

Kor said not to because it would be changing for the sake of him ..

so i guess so

i still wanna keep my sarcasm though :D

it helps XD

neways it 12.05am 8th of December :D

in another 12 or more hours ;]

SPM is over

one step closer to the future right ?

xoxo

MeLi