Memories weren't meant to last

Memories weren't meant to last .. ...

You know there just times where you wonder

If i left would anyone care ?

would anyone notice ?

I must have hit my head or something because i don't really know what to think anymore

i know that christine and ryry is always here for me

but i always feel so lonely D:

and Unwanted

yea ... its not really much of a shock

Sigh been feeling this since after that incident

always lingering at the back of my mind

I've always pushed it to the back and tried to be positive ..

At least i did manage to do it till after Year end exams :/

But after that it just keeps coming into my mind

and i think i've just snapped

and realize that its true

No one would care..

:/ i wish i could turned it all back

i wish i didnt ask you

i wish i never said that

i wish u never found out

i wish i would stop>

I wish it would all go away ..

i wish it would all just STOP !

F*** feel like crap ~

signing off

xoxo

MeLixx

I know i'm just a memory that you can erase because i dont mean a thing to you ,

Thanks for waking me up

This is reality

There was never any "Once Upon a time" or a "Happily ever after" at all

Thank you for lying and breaking my heart