Happy 1 year anni of friendship ....not really

One year of friendship .... if only

One year of friendship

since the day we first meet

i'm sure you don't remember at all

13th November , friday 2009

it was such a weird date to go out on

i turned up late about an hour ?

I'm still sorry for that

This year 2010

was filled with so many bittersweet memories that you gave

i wish somehow it would all disappear

like magic

13th November, Saturday 2010

I wanted to wish you

But i couldn't get it out

after what you said

the memories turn into something that mocked me

telling me that i was an idiot

i guess i am

for believing you were special

and different from the rest

but i was wrong

Your just like any other person

a worm

nothing more

All those advice that i didn't heed

I'm such an idiot

Why was i so blind ?

god i hate myself

But its all over now

those days

gone with the wind

I wish you nothing but the best

Happy 1 year of friendship

Signing off

xx

meli