For christine and ry

To Christine and Ryan My dearest friends

I don't know what to say guys
I really dont know,
Thanks for all the care and love you guys have poured onto me
I know right now i'm making both of you worried
and i'm really sorry for that
I just feel so lonely
i know , i know , both of you are always there
But sometimes i wish everything could go back to the way it was
You know ?
When there was
Joy... Laughter... Warmness... Smiles.... Closeness...

All of that seems like a distant memory,
When there was warmth in Hugs and smile
now all i see are just
two black pools of lies and coldness
Its like a knife to stab a person in the heart
and i know i'm drowning into depression
D: i just wanna say
Thank you
for all those times you guys stuck by me in my hardest times
For those times where i cried
For those times where i was angry and took it out on both of you
For all those time i caused both of you pain
and For all those times you shared my Happiness
even to the tiniest sparks of joy we've shared
I appreciate all the concerns and advices
all the hugs and pats
you both have given me
i really do
I'm really a lucky person to have such wonderful BFF's
I Thank God for letting me cross paths with both of you
I can never imagine my life w/o you two being there D:
i will always treasure those moments we had together
Thanks christine ,Thanks ryry
You guys are the best :]
Please dont worry for me right now
Just concentrate on what you have
espicially you
Ryan ~
Your O's are around the corner
I wish you the best of luck and i know you will pass with flying colours
Chirstine
Never ever degrade yourself for a guy ,
If he doesnt appreciate you , he's not worth your time
You deserve the best , and i know someone out there is waiting for you
Your very own Mr.Right
I ♥ you guys
Thank you for everything

xoxo
MeLi ♥

"No love, no friendship, can cross the path of our destiny without leaving some mark on it forever."