M.J.L :D

* Currently studying at BUCH in Culinary Arts, 18, Sem Break ~

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Monday, 2 November 2009

my first post in many months
:D well i can say that i've officially found a new meaning to the term "bored till death"
i'll start this life before pmr finished ...
what a hassle everyday waking up at 6 or 5.30 am
ugh and the long tedious lessons of all dreadful subject especially maths and history
but rather Cik mas my class teacher aka maths teacher has convinced me otherwise
that maybe just maybe i might like maths even just a little bit
i never liked maths
i despise maths
i hate maths
i never liked it ,and never will~!
Quite a sudden surprise that i could pass maths for my mid term even though it was a C
but i was an improvement from F right?
come to think of it for the pass 2 years of my secondary life i've never really payed
much attention to maths and history , the subject that fascinated me was geography
yes quiet unbelievable, i never imagined it~!
but that's another story
and so the long hours of studies ,practices,homework till the final week of pmr
Everyone was basically running around school asking teachers numerous questions and answer and such like chicken without heads~! what chaos and poor teachers that almost suffocated
in the crowd of girls
after that pmr ... i was very nervous on the first day
Cik mas reassured us and we felt a little calmer except for emila who cried ..
it was nerve-wrecking waiting for the examiners to come
when the paper was presented my ,mind went bleak
i murmured a silent prayer and ask god to help me
then the clock begin ... then after awhile the silence of the room was quiet queer
as i usually have loud music blasting through my ears when i do homework or study
the silence was maddening
the clock's ticking begin to grow louder , tick tick tick tick
my hands begin shivering , but i paid no mind to the ticking and tried to focus
at the end of the first paper i let out a long deep breath
it was pretty intense considering the fact that i'm not that smart or studious
Yes it was like this till the very last day of pmr ... quite a unforgettable experience
after that i went home and screamed into my pillow and of course i told the news to Sempai Vig and General (Louis) and David :]
eh vig and gene was in the middle of exams so they couldn't actually relate but still they we're a bit happy XD? i had a nice chat with david :D he's actually a nice guy
but yolander hates him for no reasonable reason~! the nerve~!!

i had a talk with danna , the usual :]
i missed him alot i didnt touch the computer for about a month
so we pretty much lost all comunication in that one month
and currently still fixing it .. he's schedule is even busier
and mine is .. well less and empty
it makes me mad when ever i'm free he isnt and vice-versa
sigh but thank god he was okay , iw as afraid he'd do something stupid as usual =.=
but he's fne and still dating that girl from china who's wayyyyyyy conservative
dont really know her ... i dont really trust danna's taste eitheir =.=
but he say's she isnt one of the bitches so... i guess i have approve even if i have my doubts

anyways thats all for today or atleast this post xD
ciao's

xoxo
MeLi'





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